I fasted yesterday for the first time in a long time.  I think I had lost my testimony of what a fast is and the power it yields.  So I decided to put it to the test.  I knelt Saturday evening and prayed with real intent to feel my Heavenly Father's love for me.  I feel like I have drifted away and lost that constant companion of the Holy Ghost, which in turn makes it hard for me to ever feel of His love.  I miss that feeling of never being alone....hence the fast.
Throughout that night and Sunday morning, I tried and tried to feel the Spirit.  It just wasn't there.  I knew the things I heard in church were true...but I wanted the Spirit to touch me in my heart so I could FEEL it. 
I got discouraged.  Perhaps I didn't fast in the right way.  Or had my Father completely withdrawn from me? 
It came time to close my fast, so I again knelt in prayer and asked Heavenly Father to accept my fast.  I was IMMEDIATELY overwhelmed with His love!  I know that he accepted my fast and answered my prayer.  I am grateful for that regained testimony of fasting.  I am grateful to know that He will listen to simple me.  I know He loves me.  I know I am His daughter.  I know He rejoices when His children come to Him in humility.
Monday, January 4, 2010
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